bowling_shoes's Xanga

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 23:40:05 GMT

1312 days since going xanga.......does that make me old?

"How are you?"..... " Ohhh, I'm pretty regular."

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:56:03 GMT

"How are you?"..... " Ohhh, I'm pretty regular."

Sometimes I wish I was Anne of Green Gables. I sure can get into quite enough mischief and trouble like her. But just be as witty and estatic about everything. Oh and that red hair would be quite lovely. And her vocabulary, gahhh its just amanzing. But still a fantatsy world to bury myself in. Where everything just to work out after all the trouble that has been made.

I officially am obsessed with this book. And today I need it. Oh do I ever.

Honestly it was perfect a perfect day. Lovely weather. Fantastic friends. Lots and lots of adventures. Plenty of fun. And most importantly laughs and smiles.

But I almost ran two red lights...and well plenty of other traffic violations... (Driving just completely stresses me out lately) and frankly that wasn't the worst of it. Sometimes I am just a blubbering emotional girl for absolutely no no no apparent reason.

I just need to..... Goodness I don't even know. Just run and not stop for a very long time. I need my blue couch and a big blanket with hot chocolate. I need sappy chick flics. I need to get on a dance floor. I need ...... to think and decide.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 20:55:14 GMT

Hike naked
Current mood: amused

Today was pretty ordinary. I am ordinary. Your hair is ordinary. My socks are ordinary. America is pretty ordinary. Trees are ordinary. My thoughts are pretty ordinary. My nose is ordinary. I run ordinary. Your room is ordinary. Rocks are ordinary.

Good thing I don't giggle ordinarily.

Advice: Say no to whores, don't do meth, and happiness is not a bean and cheese burrito.

today was orange

Thu, 25 May 2006 21:45:23 GMT

today was orange
Current mood: happy

Today was a perfect rain. The sun was setting and causing everything to turn the most delightful shade of orange. Turning on to 5th street, the biggest rainbow was strethching across the sky. I was determined to chase this rainbow and stand right underneath it. I blasted down 5th, in a rainbow chasing rage. I almost hit a biyciclist and ran a red light. Reckless I know but, it was for a rainbow. At the stop light of 5th and Silver My chase for the rainbow ended as the rainbow faded before I could ever reach it. I sadly turned left and went on my way. I still liked the drippy rain and the delightful shade of orange that everythign was turning.

Things I'd like to do in the next three years

Thrive on learning
Fall in love
Got to Alaska and hike as many mountains as possible
Become a role model to my little nieces...teach Mallory to runa nd Courtney to dance
Learn to snow board
Travel outside of the U.S....preferrabley to Wales
Never forget my closest friends
Kiss in the rain

Things I'd like to do in the next three months

Sleep under the stars
Go camping with good pals
Back pack the ruby crest trail
Get a job
Have late nights sitting up and just talking
Go to Warped and rock out sooo much
Sit on my roof like good ol times
Become a "pretty girl"
get teva tanlines
Sew skirts
pack for college
did I mention hiking....and lots of it!

Things I'd like to do in the next three weeks

Graduate
Have a dance recital and not screw up
Thank everyone who as helped me
clean my room
Be an amazing friend
have a f.r.i.e.n.d.s. night

Things I'd like to do in the next three days

Go to Reno woo!
Sleep well
Actually do physica homeowork
choreograph a dance solo

Thing I'd like to do...forever.

Laugh .....as much as possible... actually never stop laughing

Why don't we all just smile

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 20:24:49 GMT

Current mood: surprised

Well here's the deal. It's Easter!

I know I seem awefully lame for posting on Easter morn. But I'm so incredibley happy..that I couldn't contain it.

1.My nieces and nephew are here and everything they do is absolutely adorable. Like this morning when mallory really really wanted to go out and see her Easter basket and it was 6 in the morning and we told her not until 7....and her response was"but grandpa its 7 in Boise!"

2. This are working out quite well

3. It's Easter...well duh!

4. My cat is going to have little kittens (BTW they'll need homes :).. )

5. No school on monday...sadly I'll spend it catching up on homework..but thats ok

6. OK I'm going to brag but I am so excited...Incredibley happy.... but I finally won a big award.. I'm one of the top ten student-athletes in northern Nevada....ack!!! EEK!!

7. 7 more weeks of school

My windshield wipers tend to never wipe off the rain.

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 22:09:01 GMT

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Current mood: good

There's a lightpost on the corner of a well used street. Whenever I stop at the red stop sign and look up at it, through my dirty water stained windshield, the lightpost flickers off. I don't know why the light post feels that it has to turn off whenever I am in need of its dull flourresent beam, but it does. Every single time. At least the lightpost follows it's routine. I know that everything is ok with the universe. The earth is still rotating, beans are still growing, children are still laughing, and the stars are still shining. Everything is ok tonight. Things are great. If the lightpost is famous to me because it never forgot what it was supposed to do, then I know that I can be famous to something else. Pass it on. Do what your supposed to do. Do it well. Enjoy it .Love it. Be famous. Things are ok. Love the universe.

It's all ending, this is jsut the beginning

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:43:13 GMT

It's all ending this is jsut the beginning
Current mood: intimidated

I gave a speech on happiness all weekend. It really didn't make me any happier. But I think i inspired others to be happier. Thats really really what matters.

I hate being a girl. You get, emotional, and cry to easily. If I was a boy I could be tough. A true mountain girl.

THe weekend was amazing though. My friend scott( yes He's my friend) Took 1st place in debate.HOly crap, that was an an amazing round to watch.My other freinds justone and jude took 2nd in duo. i could hear the cheering from my final round. And Maritza the most beautiful girl took 6th. ACK. It was a state freaking tournament. Wow that is huge.

This is the beginning of the last of ending things I love.

I can't believe that this was my last tournament. Sure I have districts...but heres state , doing my favorite event, my last chance at ever placing, and my last chance to be in a final round. WOW. I've been doing this for 4 years. And im done. done. I love forensics. Thanks for the confidence.

I'm starting tosay goodbye to forensics. Whats next on my list? Ihope I'll never have to say goodbye to my friends.

Who's ready to grow up?

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 04:37:54 GMT

you are the coolest queen ever
Current mood: predatory

I just deleted what I should be saying, it felt good.

just ugggh.

I named my new car Harold. Hopefully I will never have to deal with a Harold.

advice: so no to whores, don't do meth, and happiness is not a bean and cheese burrito.

My mother has a myspace

This weekend was crazy fun though. Forensics was amazing. Climbing was amazing. My last regular tournie was amazing. My friends are amazing. Jr's was amazing. My nieces are amazing. My nephew is amazing. traithalon was amazing.

drama sucks

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:58:32 GMT

Will you be able to tell
Current mood: anxious

I think we should have a funeral. Maybe just an obituary.

Her life was well lived. She was full of plenty of luvvin' for everybody. She was the most individual around. No one could beat her absolute coolness. She loved supporting her friends.She would always give them rides when they needed it most. She always hada cheery composure and her complexion was as bright as the blue sky. Ok, so she really wasn't all that reliable. Some time she had a hardtime getting up in the morning. But after maybe ten minutes or so...her engine would get reving. She never really was hot at all. Her friends could complain about her non-hotness. They would be freezing in her presence. But she would keep on chuggin' along. She was constantly in need of fuel.What a fatty! But overall, she was cool, an individual, freindly, comfortable, and rather goofy. Sadly about two weeks ago ......she wouldn't start in the morning. The CHEVY LUV had given up the will to live. The past 28 years have been amazing with her to drag us all around town.( max of 4 capacity). Her big steering wheel, rusty texture, plumes of exhaust, originatlity, luvvin', mass need for oil, booming vrrrroommm---fjsklahkj sound, metal floor, lack of heat, not working seatbelts, balancing turn signal, snow tires, clutch, and of course the best momories made will be missed.

I love you my chevy luv.

Luckily amandas grandma gave her new-old car. Now I will blending with the normality of high school kids,in their incredible array of bland cars. No more will poeple be like...."Hey, I can hear Amanda coming. Yup, thats her in THE CHEVY LUV."

This green new-old car...needs a name. I have to make him/her feel welcome in the Amanda car history.

LOve was a fairytale for a longtime

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 05:52:30 GMT

for a long time LOVE was just a fairytale
Current mood: cranky

What a horrible horrible day. I think this was the worst day of my life.

Not to mention yesterday for about 2 hours I thought I wasn't going to college, wasn't going to get a good job becasue of it, and won't ever get married. Worst two hours ever.

But anyways so back today. I woke up at 715..that means I had to go right outside and try warming up my car. WEll I get out there and this is the horrible sound that my car makes.....errrrvveerrmmmm eerrrmmmvvaaaaroooommm ,.....chuggachugga. It usually takes 10 minutes to start. but this time it jsut died. Luckily my mom lets me drive her cara nd she gets a ride. But Im completely stressed out and can't find the keys after just using them. I love my mom she was crazy nice during all my raging tennage hormone...being mad stuff. SO anyways. I show up to english 10 minutes, in my sweats haven't takena shower yet. I jsut felt gross.

In english I forgot my paper.

Aftter english i run home and take a shower and ..hurry up to mcginty's turn in my paper. Then I go to physics..my favorite class.not too mention I didn't curl my hair, put on make up, wore my ugly pants,a dn a typical elko shirt. I never thought i was soo completely girlie. But trying 5 minutes harder on my "look" makes me feel so much better about my self. GIrls you agree?

So then the rest of the day was just mediocre. Then some ass face called me a f****jew again

Then I get home. and I left the lights on in my moms MAV(mormon attack vehicle) And that dies...so i can't do anything else today. I skipped ballet the one thing that makes me happy... I didn't get to work on my science project.

I took a nap after all of this...now I'm jsut tired and groggy, and gross

My dad's not home from work and it's 9 30. I'm worried.I love my daddy

not to mention winters over :(

tomorrow better be better.............or else I'll kick its trash